October 31:
Today's little pink envelope is filled with a whole bunch of nothing. Lately I have been wanting a penpal. Someone who I can talk to and send little packages back and forth with. It sounds silly but I just think that learning and being involved in someones life in such a stand still capacity is lovely. Everything is so matter of fact all of a sudden and i wish that it wasn't always that way. So how do we create little captures of someones life. And where do we find these people that capture these moments. Well Im at a loss. I tried PostCrossing but I want more communication that just a simple glimpse of small talk into someone's life. I want something that makes a bigger impact. Changes the way I view things. Shed a new light on life. I dont know. Sounds stupid right? This is what I am thinking about on Halloween instead of carving pumpkins and handing out candy to the kids in my neighborhood. Maybe it is because most of the time I feel like I am at such a disconnect with the majority of my peers. Does anyone have any advise on finding a person I can converse with?




